You can increase the number of views and subscribers in another way, I know that many streamers and bloggers did this early in their careers.

Oh, I wish you success, if your content is interesting to viewers, then you will definitely achieve your goal. Any novice blogger needs support, unfortunately, when I started my journey I did not have that. All I got from friends and family was condemnation, but I realized that none of that mattered if I was doing what I needed to do. I got my first views through https://famoid.com/buy-real-youtube-views/, then my videos started getting into the "recommendations" section for people. I advise you to do the same, it's my little secret. The main thing is to believe in yourself and do what you love despite everything.