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Ok. Obviously my original plan is not going to work in a moderated forum. I am going to drop my act and explain what I was doing, and it had already worked. My only goal was really to get an audience quickly, and someone who was willing to go over the game from beginning to end. I had just achieved that when you shut me down. I understand how “arrogant” you believe that I am, but that was intentional as I had said at one point. I needed to draw attention to this, and have the experience in online forums to weather the storm (just not moderated ones). Shou had just begun to go over the game with me, and I was just beginning to turn the thread into being about that. My “arrogance” really is not arrogance. I did not say that my one job in the industry meant I should be worshiped as a god. As I’ve been saying all alone, I’ve been designing games for about 25 years. I really have. And I am not saying that means that I am better than anyone, either. I have not said any of these things, other people keep saying them, not me. All I did was speak like someone who has been designing games for 25 years, and I have been. That is not “arrogance”. As for my “experience” that so many keep harping on, that really is the heart of the matter of why I am ignored. The experience that I have is not counted as being worth anything by people in the computer game industry. That’s the whole reason I’ve wound up here. I mean… I single-handedly revolutionized team sports games with IKNFL (I really did, look into it), but that doesn’t count for anything because I wasn’t working at Sierra at the time. 25 years of almost non-stop creating games and game design documents… also not relevant. And, of course, there was nothing to be learned about game design from the SFB Staff. I know… Is everyone saying that unless a person is “anointed” by the computer game industry, they cannot possibly be a game designer? That seems to be the attitude. I really have been designing games and simulations for about 25 years, so you’ll just have to excuse me if I speak as though I have. Or ban me for it, but I really don’t understand that. Now, if the moderators will allow it, and if Shou is still willing, I would very much like to go over the game with Shou in this thread. If any moderators would like to speak too me privately feel free to send me an e-mail and I will be happy to discuss any issue you like. -- Marc Michalik (A.K.A. Pirate_Lord) Lost Art Studios – www.piratedawn.com