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I try not to compare myself to others as I believe you should focus on developing your own skills and not competing with someone who's five years ahead of you in experience and knowledge. However, I can't help but to read some of the posts here daily and just be amazed at how much some of the people here know. It really makes me think, were you born for programming or did you struggle? I know for me it’s the latter. Right now I'm totally terrible at programming (C++). I can't help but think if I will ever really land my dream job of being a gameplay programmer. But everyday I keep myself up and just keep working and working and working until I finally get it right. It’s tough not seeing the point where you know you can finally relax and really enjoy what programming has to offer, rather than the labor it takes to learn. I’m not looking for advice or sympathy or anything like that. Rather, I always love hearing people’s stories of how they got into something and if it was hard for them or they were just born for it. Plus it could turn into an interesting topic. :)