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Let me say ahead of time that I'm sorry if I'm posting this in the wrong forum. Wasn't really sure where it belonged.
I'm a 25 year old non-traditional college student. I'm in the middle of my sophomore year, and I've been groping around for a major the whole time, shifting focuses and never really being able to settle. A few months ago I declared to my friends and family that I wanted to pursue a career in the video game industry. I joined the game design student organization at my university, started studying the structure of the gaming industry and the game design process, and spent a lot of time on Sloper's FAQs trying to get a handle on where exactly I would fit into the industry. I've considered all of the career paths, from audio to programming to level design to production. I've taken the personality type tests. I've decided what it is precisely that I want to do, now I just need to figure out how to get there.
I've come to the realization that designing and developing games isn't what I want to do at all. I'm not a creator. From what I can tell, that's a quality which is either necessary or at least beneficial for any of the career paths within the game design industry. You see, theory has always been my thing, not practice. Where I actually want to be 20 years from now is in an academic environment, researching the effects of video games on society, the cultures that have sprung up around the industry, and especially the emotional attachments individuals develop with the characters and scenarios they encounter in games. I don't just want to be a critic, though. I also want to contribute to the industry and the artistic community that is springing up around gaming. I want to research new methods of storytelling, new ways for designers to create characters that have an emotional impact on their players. I want to find ways to turn gameplay into a means of personal enrichment. I guess what I'm looking for is some sort of PhD program in gaming theory, not a professional program which will prepare me for a career in the industry. Does something like this even exist? Or am I an idiot who needs to get my head out of the clouds?
Sorry this got so long and rambly.
I'm a 25 year old non-traditional college student. I'm in the middle of my sophomore year, and I've been groping around for a major the whole time, shifting focuses and never really being able to settle. A few months ago I declared to my friends and family that I wanted to pursue a career in the video game industry. I joined the game design student organization at my university, started studying the structure of the gaming industry and the game design process, and spent a lot of time on Sloper's FAQs trying to get a handle on where exactly I would fit into the industry. I've considered all of the career paths, from audio to programming to level design to production. I've taken the personality type tests. I've decided what it is precisely that I want to do, now I just need to figure out how to get there.
I've come to the realization that designing and developing games isn't what I want to do at all. I'm not a creator. From what I can tell, that's a quality which is either necessary or at least beneficial for any of the career paths within the game design industry. You see, theory has always been my thing, not practice. Where I actually want to be 20 years from now is in an academic environment, researching the effects of video games on society, the cultures that have sprung up around the industry, and especially the emotional attachments individuals develop with the characters and scenarios they encounter in games. I don't just want to be a critic, though. I also want to contribute to the industry and the artistic community that is springing up around gaming. I want to research new methods of storytelling, new ways for designers to create characters that have an emotional impact on their players. I want to find ways to turn gameplay into a means of personal enrichment. I guess what I'm looking for is some sort of PhD program in gaming theory, not a professional program which will prepare me for a career in the industry. Does something like this even exist? Or am I an idiot who needs to get my head out of the clouds?
Sorry this got so long and rambly.